Randomness Part XXX

My Starbucks planner is now all pimped and personalized! I would work on it every night when I am not busy typing legalities or editing or writing or working out or, uh, eating (tee hee) and so far, I am quite satisfied with the new look. I am making this planner/journal as something that anyone can look at and read, like a magazine slash coffee table book. At the moment it had some song lyrics, quotes, pages full of thoughts about stuff like my birthday, love and sunburn, flowers, valentine’s day, my mom, people power, etc.  Yeah, it’s like an extension of this blog, only more colorful and done in really horrible penmanship. Ugh!  

Anyway, here are the photos: 1. inside from cover 2. info page filled with quotes 3. cover page for each month, this one is for Feb, featuring Famke Janssen and 4. first page for each month has a quote pasted on it  

 

    

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I am slowly but surely on my way to gaining my desired weight of 120 lbs! Well, it used to be that I wanted to be 115 but I figured it would be better to aim higher (or heavier) and just try to maintain it and make sure I don’t drop below 115.  

My friends, who are mostly trying to lose weight, don’t want to go with me now when I invite them to have dinner or something because they say my appetite is contagious and it makes them forget their diets ;-p Really, I just eat lots! And I fear I might have some sort of eating disorder because I always think that I like, lose weight each time I feel hunger pangs. And I just always have to ask people if I gained weight for affirmation. It’s crazy, I am crazy. 

There were times when I had rice-and-ulam for supper, twice! And then heavy midnight snacks (from McDo, or Wendy’s…thanks to 24 hour delivery!) and I often have cravings. One friend said I might have dementia already. LOL. Because there are times when all I can think and talk about i… food!  

And all these food talk is making me hungry again – to think I just had a biggie bacon mushroom melt lunch from Wendy’s! my goodness! So I gotta go for now and get something to eat. Craving for shark’s fin from Pao Tsin! Ta!