because less is more ;-)

There comes a point when complaining and bitching and just plainly whining about things that are going on, or people that pisses you off, gets exhausting. I guess over the past few weeks I am slowly reaching that point and you know what? It’s actually been doing me good. It’s not that there is anything wrong about voicing out opinions cos after all, it is everyone’s constitutional right. But when one gets slowly consumed by it and it becomes a compulsion that’s when one’s got to stop and look oneself in the mirror and ask “what the fuck am I doing?” 

I have bitched, complained, whined about things and people so many times in the past and reading them now gives me this intolerable feeling of exhaustion after each paragraph. I am one annoying biatch. And unconsciously I have become the very person or thing I have complained about. 

Maybe it’s the rainy season that’s making me reflect and come to this epiphany. Nevertheless, as I have said earlier it has been doing me good. Like the promised effects of a beauty product I have always wanted to try. I can see the results each time I wake up.  

I am not about to become as optimistic and unrealistically perky as a cheerleader on crack but at least now, I know better than to succumb to unnecessary emotions that will have me venting to the nearest available person about how much this or that thing sucks, or how and why this or that person annoys the hell out of me. It should not be too difficult to get rid of such unnecessary reactions. After all, there are a lot of things I can do with all the time and energy I used to expend on all that bitching. 

Oh yeah the rainy season, officially manifesting itself more than the scorching heat of summer is turning me into a bitch, but for better reasons. Yes, there is such a thing, or person. Hee, whatever. But I am loving it. Really.